Even if I die, you will never be able to marry into my family.,She had been married to Shen Zhao for three years without consummating the marriage. Shen Zhao's excuse was that he was incapable in that aspect. She bore the pressure from the Shen family alone and secretly studied pharmacology. Since Shen Zhao didn't even have a concubine, she didn't suspect anything and instead cared for him everywhere, fearing he would feel inferior and depressed.,Even though Su Qingyu was happy for Shen Zhao and Cheng Ruijin, her heart ached like she had been stabbed by a sharp blade. The pain made her tremble throughout her whole body.。